just got out of jail and horny

you guys i am in such a weird mood like i still can’t believe i graduated i am having a hard time grasping that concept and im super mad at myself for not being able to say bye to someone when i had the chance and now i will probably never see them again because i am an asshole and then my mom is getting surgery in exactly 1 week to remove the 3 benign tumors in her uterus but still she’ll be out for like 1 1/2-2 weeks after the surgery which is weird to think about too and i don’t know where i am really like all of these emotions are flying around when i should be the one flying around (because i wish i were a bird) i am just going to get some lemonade and contemplate the irrationality of human consciousness on my lawn

maybe i should just take up praying as a hobby i don’t know DON’T WORRY GUYS I WILL GET OVER THIS

the seal in my icon is so versatile like it can show how happy i am or it can be passive aggressive or today it can look like it is laughing at me for being a dillweed

how am i supposed to enjoy my 3 months of summer when i can’t even take 3 steps without falling on the ground in despair because of how many opportunities i passed up in the last 2 days like do you know how hard it was going to the store just now but at least i have lemonade I WILL PROBABLY REGRET HAVING BOUGHT RASPBERRY AND NOT NORMAL IN A FEW HOURS ANYWAY THOUGH WTF

you guys today i did something so painfully reasonable that it was almost unreasonable like i feel like i should be given a medal or something for it which is unreasonable because you should be reasonable all the time but clearly i am not ever very reasonable so i am kind of surprised at myself for being the most reasonable i’ve been in a while when it would have been justified for me to be unreasonable this post doesn’t make any sense i know but i am just so surprised at myself wow

it’s weird how 4 years doesnt really seem like that long of a time but then when i think back to freshman year it seems like 40 years ago omfg like in the 9th grade i tried to be in this like little bubble of harmlessness where i was as unnoticeable as possible because everyone had to like me and then today i flipped off like 17 people that i don’t know just because i felt like it

time is weird

speaking of excited

my new icon :-)

im so excited for summer you guys even though i know by like week 2 of june it’ll just be me sitting around eating noodles and watching things and playing video games w/e I AM JUST SO EXCITED THIS WILL BE THE FIRST SUMMER IN 30 YEARS THAT I HAVE NO SUMMER HOMEWORK AND ABSOLUTELY NOTHING I HAVE TO DO :-)

in chem today somehow like 1/3 of the class got on the subject of like how it is impossible to be “half naked” without looking slutty and it was so dumb i wanted to flip all of the desks in the room and start shouting but more than i am belligerent i am lazy so that did not work out

Flings self into a fort of text books and never returns

The only things I understand are related to having an haute GPA why can’t the world just accept that wtf why do feelings have to get in the way

I need to stop dwelling on stupid shit before I give myself a stroke what is my PrObLeM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the beginning of so appalled when kanye pauses kind of and is like “housekEEPING” and the strings in the beat  spike idk how to describe it really but that is one of my favorite moments in any song ever

you know when you follow someone and then like 3 days into the following you realize they are rude and awful an d then you unfollow them finally like 3 months later as a graduation present to yourself it is the best feeling ever oh my god